prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer Calliope-powered blog Thu, 11 Mar 2010 18:09:00 +0000 http://calliopeblogs.com/?v=2.0 en the right direction http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=66 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=66#comments Thu, 11 Mar 2010 18:09:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=66 one sign that man is still living if he is still thinking.  i do hope that i am still living my life the best way.  given the turn of events, it made me wonder if i am really doing the right thing.  i already have my license.  i already have my work experience.  it is but logical that i return to work.  it is but logical that i really pursue design projects.  i am wondering if the recent difficulties i am experiencing has to do with my scholarly pursuits.  should i really be studying? am i really learning something new?  have i again started something which i can not finish.  have i made my simple life more complicated?  am i just doing it, just for the sake of doing something.  am i going to the right path?  it makes me wonder whether what my partner said is true.  i should be actively pursuing projects.  if i am active with projects, there is no need for me to study.  really, am i doing it right?

]]> hate http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=65 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=65#comments Fri, 26 Feb 2010 10:40:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=65 Desensitized http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=64 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=64#comments Sun, 21 Feb 2010 14:46:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=64 I want to be desensitized

of all the negative feelings boiling deep inside of me.

of all the circumstances that are beyond my control.

of all the people who can't understand me.

of all the people who never will see me in a positive light.

of all the people who think that the world revolves around them

of all the people who think that none of it was their fault.

of all the people who will never acknowledge the success of others.

of all the people who always accuse me of starting the problem.

of all the people who will never hear me out.

of all the people who will never appreciate the good things done in the past.

of all the people who will never remember the past sacrifices.

of all the people who blame their circumstance on innocent bystanders.

I want to be desensitized.  I want to live a free life.  I want to feel loved.  I am not asking for anything in return.  I just don't want to be blamed for things I did not do.

]]> Under the Nerves http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=63 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=63#comments Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:31:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=63 I believe that I have been gifted with an above average IQ.  However, when it comes to grading my EQ, my rating is below average.  I don't know if it's me.  It seems that I can never put a show on people I don't like.  In tagalog, "hirap ako makisama, lalo na sa mga tao na di ko gusto".  I am a stickler for rules.  Call it a personality flaw, when I see something is amiss...I don't hesistate to correct it.  I seldom sugar coat.  In the end, no matter how noble my intentions are, I end up as the bad guy.  Simply because I did not say the correction in a sweet way.  I don't believe in gray areas.  It's either right or wrong.  As much as possible, I do try to live and let live.  However, if something will cause imminent danger on lives and properties, I will never hesitate to say what's in my mind.  I don't know if I was raised in a different environment.  I don't know if my parents allowed me to be outspoken.  I don't know if I am really harsh in correcting others.  But hell, the truth really hurts.  I'd rather lose the "friendship" than let the physical damage be done.  Sometimes, I do wish that they see the intention behind the correction.  Well...best thing I could do now is NOT let them get under my nerves.

]]> Something to DO http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=62 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=62#comments Fri, 11 Dec 2009 14:34:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=62 Projected Perfect Life http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=61 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=61#comments Thu, 12 Nov 2009 11:12:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=61 i honestly don't know what i did wrong.  she is always there to criticize my decisions.  it's as if, she's trying to make me feel that i made the wrong choice.  whereas, i could say that hers is not a perfect life.  i've done my share of trying to please her.  of trying to win their approval.  i don't know, it comes to a point when i want to shout - "it's my life, i will do whatever i want with it".  maybe i should stop calling.  i did not call to be patronized nor insulted.  i can feel her sense of disapproval.  does she think that my life is a mess.  does the earnign capacity and a job in the corporate world guarantees the worth of a person.  i am trying to live my life the best way i know how.  somehow, i'm starting to get scared/phobia of the telephone calls.  the "control" is just too much.  instead of trying to reach out, they are really pushing me away.

]]> No Comment http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=58 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=58#comments Mon, 31 Aug 2009 09:24:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=58 Grace http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=57 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=57#comments Mon, 24 Aug 2009 20:01:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=57 This will be a very short post.  I just want to psyched myself...

"Lord, give me the grace to endure this task, until your purpose is served. Amen."

]]> Wag Patulan http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=56 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=56#comments Wed, 29 Jul 2009 11:42:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=56 Ito ang aking unang tagalog na post.  Kadalasan, sa Ingles ako nagsusulat.  Pero, ngayong araw na ito..sa sobrang inis ko, di ko na magawang isalin sa Ingles ang iniisip ko.  Para sumaya ang buhay:

(1)  Wag patulan ang landlady (na di naman talaga lady kung hindi witch) na walang magawa sa buhay.

(2)  Wag patulan ang mga pinagsasabi na wala namang basehan.  Kahit ba ubusin niya buong araw niya sa pag chichismis tungkol sa iyo.  Wag mo nalang pansinin.  Kung sa itsura lang, mas may kredibilidad ka naman.  Wala lang magawa at makausap yun kaya nagsisimula ng chismis.

(3)  Wag mapikon sa mga pinagsasabi.  Mas malinis di hamak ang bahay mo.  Kung may panggagalingan ng peste at daga, bahay niya iyon.  Dahil peste siya.

(4)  Wag pakitang naiinis.  Dahil yun ang gusto niyang mangyari, ang makuhanan ka ng reaksyon.  Madali umiwas.  Di mo naman kelangan makita siya araw araw.  Maaring maglagi sa loob ng bahay at magpunta sa kwarto na di niya tanaw.  Magbukas ng radyo malakas para siguradong di mo madidinig ang maingay niyang bibig.

(5)  Magsimula na maghanap ng malilipatan.  Di lang naman bahay lang niya ang pwedeng tirahan.

]]> Beautiful Paintings http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=55 http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=55#comments Thu, 23 Jul 2009 18:37:00 +0000 prettylatebloomer http://prettylatebloomer.i.ph/blogs/prettylatebloomer/?p=55 Beautiful watercolor paintings - http://EmovereWorks.blogspot.com

 

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